Nizam was very scared. He liked Lalbanu. He wanted to go to her. He did not miss the opportunity. But he would get his reward like this. If she had a daughter, she would have no respect in the society.
That day, when Lalbanu was in labor, Nizam went to call the midwife. Before Nizam went to call the midwife, he took some money from Majed.
Some of the money he had saved with him, along with Majed’s money. Nizam took it all and gave it to the midwife. He requested the midwife, “If Aunt Maiya becomes a mother, then you should take care of her.”
Hearing this, the midwife did not agree at first. But later Nizam told her to give him more money. Finally, the midwife agreed because she was greedy.
The midwife came and gave Lalbanu sleeping pills. Lalbanu fell asleep and became a baby. So Lalbanu could hear the sound of crying. Seeing the baby girl, the midwife covered her mouth to stop her crying and to finish her off. After some time, when the baby stopped making noise, the midwife took her hand away. Then she took the baby to Majed. Majed, seeing the girl, asked to give it to Nizam.
When the midwife said that the baby was born dead, Majed Khan looked at Nizam with a surprised look. He understood what she meant. At that time, Maleka Begum came. She saw the baby wrapped in cloth. But she did not look at the face properly. Hearing that it was dead, Majed said, “Give the baby soil, Nizam. You should not give a long-dead person a raikha.”
Nizam shook his head. He took the baby. He buried it in the cemetery.
Lalbanu almost went crazy after losing the baby. Since she and Nizam often spent time together, Lalbanu developed a weakness for Nizam. At the same time, she hoped to get rid of her daughter’s murderer, Majed Khan. Feeling this, Lalbanu reached out to Nizam. She got involved in a wrong relationship. On the other hand, Nizam took advantage of Lalbanu’s weakness and acted.
One day, Lalbanu and Nizam were sitting together. At that time, Nizam said, “How old are you, Lalpari?”
“I must be about fifteen. Why?”
In response to Lalbanu’s question, Nizam said, “This age is not good, Lalpari. At this age, mothers cannot control themselves. They cannot control their emotions. And they make mistakes in that emotion and get lost.”
Lalbanu looked at Nizam in surprise. Nizam said calmly, “What will you do if you ever find out that your emotions have pushed you in the wrong direction?”
“I don’t know. I know that this is wrong. I have also become involved.”
Tears rolled down Lalbanu’s eyes. She was good and pure, but she did not find happiness in life. That is why she fell into the trap of the devil. Even though she knew it was wrong, she got involved. Sometimes I get scared thinking about what the punishment will be for this mistake?
Nizam took Lalbanu under his control with his perfect acting. Since Lalbanu heard the sound of her child crying, she knew that Majed Khan was not good. He did not want a daughter. Therefore, Nizam easily put that into Lalbanu’s head that Majed Khan was the murderer of her child, as well as the obstacle in their path. Nizam tactfully said, “We cannot be together as long as he is alive. Wherever we go, he will find us. Then we will become like Fuljan.”
Lalbanu was influenced by Nizam’s words. Moreover, she wanted to leave everything and live with her child. She also did not want the murderer of that child to live beautifully in the free world.
One night, Lalbanu and Nizam took advantage of Majed Khan’s sleep and killed him by smothering him with a pillow. For lying to Kabiraj by giving him money. The money that Nizam had taken from Lalbanu.
After Majed Khan’s death, all Nizam’s work was over. He now wanted to leave. To another city with his mother. But what will she do there? She needs money. Nizam, very nicely, says that Kabiraj is demanding more money, so he takes all of Lalbanu’s jewelry and some money. He runs away with them and his mother.
Lalbanu thought about all this while crying. She heard Nizam’s name from the nurse. Then she came home and settled the score. Lalbanu wiped the tears from her eyes and said in a stern voice, “I will not let even one of my mother’s murderers live. Majed Khan is getting very little punishment. But you will get a lot of punishment, Nizam.”
Lalbanu makes a promise to herself. She realizes that the reason why she is not happy in her life is that she has deliberately got involved in sin with a stranger named Nizam. Stranger things never turn out well. Lalbanu says to herself, “Lalbanus are born helpless in this world. That is why, dear Lalbanu, do not lose patience. Allah is good to those Lalbanus who are patient and fight with their helplessness. Allah is good to them. But it is not written for Lalbanus like me to be good in this world. How can it be written, when we lose patience and commit sins without even knowing it. Then we blame the devil. Oh, it is the devil’s job to take advantage of people’s helplessness and call them to the path of sin. Our job is not to respond. But we respond. That is why nothing good happens to Lalbanus like me in this society.”
Lalbanu ends up with her own guilt. No, she does not feel guilty about Majed Khan’s murder. She had felt guilty all this time. Because before his death, Majed Khan told Lalbanu that he did not kill Fuljan. That is why he had doubts in his mind. But there are worse things in this world than what Majed Khan is doing. If he had accepted his daughter, then his Fuljan would have been alive. Nizam is another perverted person in this society. For whom love means physical relations. Physical needs end, love ends too. Even if he had not used Lalbanu for his own interests, maybe Lalbanu would have survived the extramarital affair. Now, whoever Lalbanu blames, the wrong is hers. He is also one of the bad people in this society, who get involved even though they know that sin is sin. Who cannot be patient for the beautiful moments of life to come.
Lalbanu searches for Nizam everywhere for two years. But it is not out of love. She only wants to punish her daughter’s murderer. In the meantime, Lalbanu gets acquainted with some bad people. She kills the midwife and Kabiraj with money. She makes their deaths look like suicide. Kabiraj should have died. Ashalata is not alive, Lalbanu took revenge for her and her child. She has the heinous stigma of adultery, then Majed Khan’s murder. So what’s the harm in getting a few more murders?
Slowly, two years passed. In the meantime, Lalbanu went to the Sultans’ house. When she went there and saw their marriage, Lalbanu regretted in her heart and said, “Her body was unknowingly defiled. But the Jaina Shuina in her mind was defiling her. If she hadn’t done that, maybe Allah would have given her someone like Sultan in her life.”
Lalbanu regretted her sinful life a lot. But she had nothing to do now. She could only repent. Apart from that, she had nothing to do.
On the other hand, Nizam, who ran away from Lalbanu that day, went to the city with his mother and another person. He did not communicate with anyone. Until now, Nizam understood that he only had physical attraction to Lalbanu. All the fascination with what happened has gone. But now every now and then she remembers Lalbanu. She slowly realizes that somewhere in her heart she still has feelings for Lalbanu. For whom she forgets everything and returns to Lalbanu’s house. Khan’s house. But she didn’t know, her Lalpari has come to know everything about her.
Just as Nizam was happy to see Lalbanu. Similarly, Lalbanu was equally happy to see Nizam after two years. However, the reasons for their happiness were different.
Lalbanu saw only her daughter’s murderer in Nizam. And she saw the man who was defiling her body. No, she doesn’t blame Nizam for defiling her mind. Because it’s her mind, it’s her fault for not being able to control it. So that sin is hers. She knew that having a relationship with someone other than her husband is a sin. A big sin. Allah doesn’t like them. But she thought in her heart that Allah had only given her trouble in her life. He didn’t keep anything good for her. That is why he will listen to the devil. He will seek his own well-being. Which was wrong. He repents for not being able to trust Allah for two years. He asks for forgiveness. He does not know whether he will be forgiven or not.
After two years, the meeting between Nizam and Lalbanu was not a happy one for Nizam. Because that day was his last day. Lalbanu, the one he had come to, repeatedly hit him and finished him off.
Lalbanu stared blankly in front of Nizam’s lifeless body. Then he said to himself, “Oh Allah, oh Allah. I am committing a great sin. I did not trust you. Please forgive me. I cannot carry this life of mine any longer. Suicide is a great sin. This is my life of sin. I do not want to commit a greater sin by committing suicide on top of that. So, you decide where I will go in this life this time. You judge all my sins of adultery, my sins of murder.”
At that time, Maleka Begum came and stood near the door. She was scared to see the dead body of Nizam and Lalbanu’s body covered in blood. She was surprised to see Lalbanu. But Lalbanu remained silent.
Lalbanu slowly stood up. She walked towards the door one step at a time. Then she stopped in front of Maleka Begum. Lalbanu said, “The police informed Amma. I have the burden of four murders on my shoulders. Let the police take me. No matter who I commit the murders against, injustice is injustice.”
Saying this, Lalbanu left the house with a faint smile. She came out of the Khan’s house. Outside, the storm had stopped. However, the sky was still dark. It had not cleared. Lalbanu slowly came in front of ‘Phulan’s’ grave. When she got there, she sat down. Lalbanu lay down hugging ‘Phulan’s’ grave. She said, “Amma, Majed Khan was bringing you into this world out of fear of this society. Nizam was putting an end to you out of fear of that society. This was your destiny. So that when you grow up, this society could not call you illegitimate, Allah took you to Him.”
Tears rolled down Lalbanu’s eyes. She tries to feel her ‘Phulan’. Some time passes like this. Lalbanu hears the sound of a police van approaching in front of the Khan’s house. She hugs her daughter’s grave tightly for the last time. Then she says, “This Nizam, Majed, Lalbanu, all of them are a hidden part of this society. None of them lie.”
(The End)
(The writing could have been better. I wanted to show Nizam after he disappeared in one episode, then show some scenes with the girl in the next episode and then show the murder. But what should I do? The way everyone was abusing her. I understand, there were many mistakes in my writing. It was inconsistent, messy. I also could not show the chemistry of Sultan and Nilufa well, even if they were not in this story, it would have worked, but you would have felt bad if you saw all the bad people in this society, that’s why I am bringing Sultan and Nilufa. Because there are better people than Sultan in society. But bad things always come out, so everyone sees the bad. Anyway, I am very emotional, which everyone is making fun of. Yes, really emotional. A girl who cries a little. I am very bad. I used to think I was the best at abusing. In fact, I am such a bad person.
I know so many bad abuses. But the abuses I have been hearing since writing this story. Girls’ children The abuses that have been made about the organs of conception, about parents. about physical relations. I have never given these abuses to anyone in my life. So I denied the fact that I thought I was the best. Anyway, I will tell those who are questioning my mentality, I invite you to my inbox. Get to know a person for a while, then talk about his mentality. It is better to do this. There has been a lot of criticism. If you want, you can criticize more, but do it about the story. This is my request. And if anyone likes this story at all, give a little review. Just go and see the criticism post, it is not difficult to see the review. And if they like it, pray. Fix all the mistakes in this story, so that I can come up with a good story. Many people say about books, my wish is to bring out the first book accurately. It is not 100 percent accurate. But this is my wish. Don’t criticize it again. I know that nothing will happen to me in life. But I want my book to be beautiful. I really want everyone to read the book and think of it as a book. It may not happen in life. But what’s wrong with dreaming? I ask for your prayers for my dreams to come true. Pray that I can correct all my mistakes and do something good in life. Finally, thank you for reading this story of a disgusting plot.
